love of my life. I’ve never been so happy and comfortable around another person except my family. He gets along great with them and my friends. They all love him and are rooting for us.
My depression and anxiety and constantly getting in the way. I stopped taking my meds because I’m dumb. I treat him unfairly and sometimes pretty bad. he deserves way more than me. I’m working on how to be a better person not just for him and our relationship, but for me too. I need to learn to be more independent and just generally happy.
I asked why, after everything we go through, he still wants to be with me. He can see a future for us and he loves the type of person I am. Thoughtful, generous, and goal setting. He loves what I’m going to school for and how loving and caring I am towards everyone. I wish I could see what he sees.
So, to future me. Look at these photos. See the happiness and love between you two. He genuinely loves the fuck out of you. You need to step it up, calm down, and learn to cope in better ways. If you want this to last forever, you need to keep putting some work into it. I have hope. Just be more loving, kind, patient, and understanding.
